Accessing Reality from Your Own Internal Experience
Transcript Excerpt of Jane’s Teachings during a
“Shifting into Your New Consciousness” group experience 1/15/09 & 1/22/09
(For information about this group click here.)
(Names are changed to protect participants’ privacy.)
1/15/09
“A major focus coming up is that each person, as demonstrated by the particular people in this group, has particular gifts through which they can directly access what reality is. We are exploring what the particular avenues of expression are for each person. These are often areas that people have blocked, resulting in them leaning on other people to define what reality is.”
1/22/09
To Janet: “Just because I’m pointing out that you’re still not coming from your inner source, and we’re still working on it, doesn’t mean that you aren’t doing well. Where I’m trying to move you to is something that is a very high level of functioning. You could say it’s the main shift that humanity is moving toward. It’s moving from having your sense of reality defined by something outside of you, by a perceived authority as if it defines what is true — versus direct experience, directly coming from an internal plumb line, a place of being present and available in the present moment, and knowing what is true, which comes from, you could say, an open channel. When I know something is truth, it’s because I’m experiencing a channel that is open.
To Group in general: Anytime you think that anyone external to you can do something to you… for instance, all of you were seeing the fellow from Renee’s group as harming Renee. That’s a victim frame-of-reference. He was simply being him, displaying his (what appears to be) mostly unhealed issues. But the problem is you were taking his response as defining reality.
When you’re coming from your internal source, there’s a sense of grounding. If you’re feeling off-kilter, then you are probably not present in your experience. If you’re not present in your experience, then you don’t have any way to tell what’s true or not.
By definition Renee has to go off her center to get love because she has a limiting decision having to do with not being loveable. So she doesn’t have the channel open to receive love. If you have the channel open, you stay in your center and you receive it. But you’ve got that channel closed, you have to go outside of reality for love, and that’s where you’re trying to find it, outside of reality. You’re going outside of truth to get love, because you don’t think the truth is love. You think that love for you is not the truth. That’s the problem.
To Janet: (Janet had just described an interaction with her daughter in which her daughter had asked her to do something at the last minute that interfered with something else Janet had already planned to do.)
When you realized that you were going to be resentful if you did what your daughter asked of you, and you stood on that, knowing that that represented truth for you — you were doing a bigger favor to your daughter than if you had done the thing she had asked you to do, because you were representing reality to her. You were following the emotions in you that you knew to be true, that you knew you had to take seriously, because it represented truth for you, and you told that to her. Now she knows that she’s got a structure. You represented a structure that defines truth. That’s what I mean by your emotions being a vehicle for you to know what reality is. It’s a way that you have of accessing reality, so that when you get a true emotion coming through you, that you know is a defining signal for how you should respond, you’re giving every person that you are connected with in that moment, the gift of you, which helps them, (especially your child) orient and structure their life so they know what’s true. Rather than a child saying, “Oh I want this,” and then the mother jumping up and doing it, regardless of any reality foundation — if the mother does that, the child has no idea of what the real reality structure is.
To Group in general: It’s like there is an energetic flow that is happening outside of any person’s whim, or immediate response. There’s something that represents truth, that if you’re in tune with, you’ll listen to. It’s basically a guidance system. And then if you do what is indicated by it, that then makes you a leader. A leader is someone who is out there expressing his/her experience of reality, and people around them go “Boingggg! Look at that! I want more of that.” It’s like someone becomes a shinning star, expressing something, and people get attracted to them, because people are attracted to truth. “Oh, this person is representing something solid, something true, something that makes sense of things. What a gift, what a contribution!”
Each of you has something true, that represents your unique fix on reality and it comes out in whatever way it comes out.
To Janet: I was using you as the example because you’re so attuned to your emotions when you allow yourself to be. You fought them through your life, because you’ve seen them as putting you out of sync with other people. Whereas what your emotions were doing, really, was, representing what’s really reality. You were tuning in to something real. You didn’t know how to interpret it. And part of the healing process has been to get that clear for you.
To Group in general: And so each person has their own gift, their own piece of the puzzle that you are tuned in to. It seems that often people are resisting it. It’s an area in which people often are blocking because they think it makes them not fit in, or there’s something wrong with them. Your expressions and experiences are not the same as everyone else’s. But it is your personal and unique relationship with All-That-Is, the Divine, Truth… whatever you want to call it. Something you’re plugged into.”
